Destiny?

Is Destiny real...Does fate really care? Maybe these things need to be answered in rational ways....But somtimes i think maybe we need to look at the bigger picture. Live life like you'll die tomorrow. Laugh Like its a forgein thing. And Love like your heart is bursting. If you have somthing to say to someone, Say it. Because you never know if tht person will be there tomorrow. Thats what i think. Fairytales do happen...if you let them.......

Today...0_0

Well....Right now my parents are out and im talking to Matthew on msn...i really dont know what im writing because my brains gone blank...like i jst cant think 0_0. Lool! Atleast i have a reason XD ummmmm.....now what was i gonna write?.....

Weird...

Matthew jst said somthing to me tht made me think. he said...if you thought back when he was first added into tht converstation tht the guy behind the green writing would change your life so much...would you have believed it? I said no....but there was such an impact when he came into my life... Would i be as happy as i am now if i didnt know him?

Thoughts

I was thinking last night.....and it came to me that, one single decsion could change your whole life. Somthing like cutting your hair...If i had...all those months ago...said to my mum..no i dnt wnt to cut my hair and kept it long, would my life be diffrent? Would i know all the amazing ppl i knw now? And if in January i didnt text a certain someone would i not be with him, would i not know Matthew or Leo or Even Carlo....When i think Back i find that really weird because these ppl are such important ppl in my life now....what would it be like without them?....

Matthew, Shani and The Ice Cream

LOOOL! Today was so funny and fun, Shani Came with me XD We met matthew at about 12.00 and went to topman and stuff, One things for sure, i aint eating around matthew again cause he makes me laugh toooo much. lol. well. thts it for sure. Shalz x

Tomorrow

Well, today was weird. But tomorrows gonna be great, with matthew XD looool. see transformers and then go shopping :) thts all i gotta say at the moment.
Shalz x

Have I got The Wrong guy?

Lol! im bored

Well, I am talking to Matthew and His Friend Phil! They are cool (Y) looool. I have a shirt exactly like Matthews... its scary. At first i thought matthew was gay. but it turns out hes straight but a really, really nice guy :) looool. And Matthew if you read this im not flattering u. i told u these are my thoughts. Ahhh i donno. anyway, the point is maybe the world isnt full of iddiots after all, there are a few guys who actully know how to be friends with girls and not look at them like they're 'somthing to eat' :D
Laterrr Shalz x

Something That Gets At Me.

Yesterday i was on the fone to my friend.

She asked What I was Doing?

I said Watching a movie.

She asked Which One?

I said Twilight.

She said Thats like the millionth time you've watched it.

I said I know.

She said Why do you like watching the same film over and over again?

I said one simple sentence.

I Like to know how it ends.

She said Why?

And i said. Because you never know how things turn out in the real world. atlest when u watch this. You know that Bella and Edward are gonna be ok. Its gonna be a happy ever after.

And i wondered. What if. Someone was writing a book. And this book was called life. We were all charecters in this book. And our lives were all written out for us. Wether we were going to be rich or poor, good looking or ugly, the setting of our lives. what if? Well....I just hope mine turns out well. A happily ever after....

Pissed Off.!

Firstly Thanks To Mr Cullen my blog is complete mwahaha. lool!
and second.
today was ment to be great. go meet michael, matthew and leo, see transformers have a great time. well it didnt turn out like tht oviously otherwise i wouldnt be at home, ginal and shani were ment to come but they couldnt, and no im not mad at them, im mad at myself for not going by myself, for being such wimp and letting my mother push me around. i mean shes so protective it makes me feel like im being suffocated -_- well the good thing is that on thursday i can atleast make it up to matthew :) loool. hes cool (Y).
Till Tomorrow
Shalz x

Hacked by cullen

The cullen's

so, nowadays
vampires is kinda smart and good with hacking
hahhaha
1st
with respect i want to intro myself
my name is Daeng Mohamad fathurrahim Harun Cullen
beter believe it
somehow, its weird yet rare
cos i have the cullen's name
yeah what the feathers

and so
i was helping shalz on improving her blog
and while i was waiting for all those thingy to complete,
i did update her blog as well
hahaha
no worries
i aint a hacker
and i dont look like nerds and i aint one
jesus, there is alot of " and " here

things about shalz
well - she is cool i guess
i know her thru carlo, hes my best buddy
and we aint gays ok

he is awesomely sick
so link him bitches
and link shalz as well
nothing much to say
and her account seems to be complete too
guess, i beter get going

from
- Fathur Cullen -

What The Hell?!

Honeslty What is going on with the world! i dont get people these days *shakes head* I was just thinking about thing and editing photos and stuff and now im arguing with an idiot -_- anyways. cya

P.s. this is one of the pics i edited

Today

Well, Honestly i dont knw what happened today -_- loool! i have very weird days but im sure i wil be writing quite a bit on here since i have alot of thoughts that need to come out. Today ive been writing my new romance novel called The Three Hearts which Matthew is helping me on and is also a charecter in the book XD looool. cool right? XD anyway. Will Write soon.
Shalz x